Errant thought

Orgasms are like physical outbursts we have to fight against the confining of our spirits, the revolt of the soul that is caged by the body.

Orientation of the Sexual Sort?

I’ve been meaning to write about this for quite a while, and quite frankly, this is probably not the best time.  I am quite tipsy from cheap urine, I mean piss in a bottle (Okay, piss in a can with high alcohol volume). 

Today I realized that the older I get the more hetero I become. 

That doesn’t mean I am less attracted to females.  When blatant dykes come into my store I always get super perky, but my interest in commencing a relationship with these females seems to dissipate as I grow older.  I am aware I am attracted to females, but have trouble moving forward from that stance. 

 Am I heterosexual?

I have trouble acclimating myself to that because I find myself attracted to both sexes. 

 So should I just label myself bisexual? 

Even that is troublesome.  I am not comfortable with labeling myself ‘bi’. 

Honestly, I just want to believe all humans are attracted to whomever the f*** they please.   

Since one of my brothers is gay and others I’ve known are gay, I’ve attempted to understand what it is like to be gay.  But I really don’t believe in polar opposites.  I think gays are intrigued by heteros and heteros are intrigued by homos (unless taught to believe otherwise by some blasted religion. etc.).  And by that I mean ‘hetero relations’ can occur betwixt previously thought homos or heteros if they so choose. 

I want to make it clear that sexual orientation perplexes me.  Am I trying to abide by some standard, as if there was one?  I should stop trying to relate others to my experiences. 

Perhaps I should accept Kinsey’s scale.

That’s not enough for me, though. 

I have yet begun to divulge the intricacies of homo/hetero/bisexuality. 

(I <3 Trannies)

brb Nap